i was doing my report on alfred hitchcock when i heard the tv from the other room. myx presents the backstreet boys. they were already playing the last song, i still. really nice.

i still...
by bsb

who are you now?
are you still the same
or did you change somehow?
what do you do
at this very moment when I think of you?
and when I'm looking back
how we were young and stupid
do you remember that?

no matter how i fight it
can't deny it
just can't let you go 

i still need you 
i still care about you
though everything's been said and done 
i still feel you
like i'm right beside you
but still no word from you

now look at me
instead of moving on, i refuse to see
that i keep coming back
yeah, i'm stuck in a moment
that wasn't meant to last (to last) 

i try to fight it
can't deny it
you don't even know

that i still need you
i still care about you
though everything's been said and done
i still feel you
like i'm right beside you
but still no word from you

ohhh
i wish i could find you
just like you found me
that i will never let you go
ohhh (can't live without you)

though everything's been said and done (yeah)
i still feel you (I still feel you)
like I'm right beside you (like i'm right beside you)
but still no (still no word) word from you.^^

i commuted back and forth from school. hooray. bus in the morning, mrt to ayala, then fx in the evening. because daddy went somewhere south and the rest of us, without the car, had to commute. i'm not supposed to have classes but we had to watch this movie for history at the lib [again]. i liked it, actually. has something to do with proving the Bible correct with historical facts blah blah...

overall, i had a good day.

acle tomorrow. i'm not attending.^^

a week ago i was cramming for exams. there were only two exams... but those two [for me] were the ones i really had trouble studying for. first, because i only took them just out of interest [?]. second, because physics and history were the subjects i did not mind much in high school [sorry to say]. so i wasn't really used to that...

as expected i did not study hard for the exams. sure i made reviewers, but only because i wouldn't be able to remember the lessons lest i write them. and my notes were messy. hehe. in fact, i only read and tried to memorize. i can't remember if that worked.

at least they're over now. unlike before, now i just want to forget all about it. i tried, i took the test. if i don't make the passing point [which i hope and believe not], that's that. only three/two more exams to go... unless my teachers feel kind enough to not give the exams. hahaha. i wish.^^

the picture's dark, but i'm proud of it still. it's the first anyway. and my cousins look soooo cuuute in it. hindi naman siguro halatang fave ko silang picture-an... hehe.^^

i don't know why i always laugh and always cry when i watch the movie 13 going on 30. and it's not because i can relate to it, i'm sure. that'd be impossible. i've watched it for about four times now [the last was last week] but i always get the same effect. and my poor pillow always ends up all wet - a mixture of tears, snot, and saliva. hehehehe!! i bet you can imagine how it looked.

anyway i was just thinking... that if someday i become established in my chosen career, i'd really like to work for a movie like it. a movie that evokes so much emotion, i could still picture it in my mind long after watching.

why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable...^^

anong kanta ung may lyrics na "nalalasing sa tuwaaa..."?^^

i have LOADS of things to do this week [especially the weekends]. schoolwork and housework... and preparations for my sis' special day. which means i need to work extra hard and avoid the tv, playing games, and talking on the phone for so long.

oh and i almost forgot, i need to study hard too because this week, i have two long exams [the first two of the bunch]. my profs are so nice, they took my only two free days - wednesday and saturday - for the exams. also i still don't have a report assignment for f100 and i remember that's 25%. boohoo.

i think i'm going bald. i must be.^^